((OOC: Naruto Character journal! ♥ yays. :3 This isn't for a particular RPG, or even a particular version/timeline of Naruto... so, uh, i'll try and put an OOC post at the top of each entry to indicate WHICH version of Naruto i'm going for, (unless it doesn't matter) and in what context. XD 'Cause otherwise it could be very confusing for anyone other than me to read i think. O.o OH! and if anyone wants to reply to any of the entries, please feel free to do so, either as yourself, or in character, either way! (or you could do both, doesn't matter. :3 anything is fine!) <3 ))

Welcome welcome! :D

((Canon Naru, but totally unrelated to any point or plot of the canon.))

AAAAAAARGH!!!! Sasuke is being a jackass. I was honest with him about him being an excuse-laden shithead and what does he do when I say I wanna drop the subject, cause he never listens to me anyway??

HE GETS PISSED OFF!!!! WTF man?! ><

It's not my fault you never listen to me! And you do the same thing Sasuke! If you don't wanna talk about something, you instantly tell me so, and tell me to drop it, and act like you'll punch me in the face if I don't! (Which you sometimes have... >.>;)

So WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM REACTING LIKE THAT WHEN I SAY THE SAME THING TO YOU TEME?! Don't dish it if you can't take it, bastard Uchiha. D<

Sometimes I don't know why I love this jackass... I really don't. *Huffs* I dunno. >.>; (His being super hot doesn't hurt matters I guess...and his ass... god he's got a cute ass... ARGH! WTF I'M GETTING SIDETRACKED!!!! I'm mad! MAD!!! Will not be detered!!)

He refused to listen to like.. anything I say. >< And when I finally tell him "Well fuck you I'm not going to bother trying to help anymore!" He blows up at me!!!!!

I'm just SICK of not being listened to! All he does is stand there and rant about why he can't do that, because of his clan, why he's not used to that, because it's not the way he was raised, can't go here, because he's supposed to do that... WON'T do that, because the stupid Uchiha thinks it's impossible!!! *HUFFS* For the number one rookie, the bastard limits himself too much!!!!

>< I mean, how does he think I've been able to accomplish so much? It's cause I don't limit myself! I never tell myself i can't do something, I tell myself that I definatly can! (Even if i don't think I have a chance, I'll still say that!)

God damn Sasuke-teme. And then thinking I hate him?! HOW THE HELL COULD HE EVER THINK THAT?! (well okay... i could see how maybe he would have used to thought that... but NOT NOW, DAMMIT!)

Sometimes he makes me CRAZY!!!!! ARGH!!!!! *Tugs at hair, then hangs head and sighs*

I know we'll make up later... but right now I'm really pissed off.. *Grumbles*

(( this post shippuden episode 31, the one where chiyo and naru save gaara ))

(Writing this down in my little notebook while we're headed back to Konoha so i won't forget to type it when i get back to my appartment... )

Chiyo-baa-sama... she saved Gaara at the cost of her own life.. it was a really brave thing to do..

All i keep thinking about though is... what if, when i finally see Sasuke again.. if it comes down to something like that.. could i...-

ARGH, nevermind, i don't wanna think about something like that..

I'LL SAVE SASUKE FOR SURE!!! I'll do it MY way too, and nothing's gonna stop me, not Orochimaru, not that glasses bastard Kabuto, and not Sasuke either!!

I'll definately bring him back the next time i see him. definately. besides! i promised Sakura and i always keep my promises-ttebayo!

.........i'm really glad Gaara is alright. when he was dead... it felt like my heart was breaking.. like when Sasuke left and i couldn't stop him... i felt useless and powerless and it hurt so much.. more than being alone even. losing somebody feels so much worse..

Chiyo-baa-sama and Temari... they said i had a gift.. that i can change people...

I hope i can... no.. i KNOW i can change Sasuke's mind. I can get him to come back. i'll BRING him back!!!! definately!!

this song makes me think of him..

Nickelback "Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

I love you
I loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

I love you
I loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
So far away
far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go

((OOC: and STILL ranting about chapter 347 consequences.. *LOL*))

not the girl who took the pictures, but what i'll tell everyone who sees the pictures!!!!

I'LL BLAME IT ON KONOHAMARU!!! HAHAHA! I'M A GENIUS DATTEBAYO!

((Naruto still ranting on about the consequences of chapter 347))

DAMMIT i'm still pissed!!

I searched all day and couldn't find the stupid girl who took that picture of me and Sasuke! (well, Sasuke clone.. >///> )

GRRRR!!! But now that damn picture is everywhere!!! and even different versions of it! (Why the hell did you have to go and take more than one picture?!) ARGH! I'm so mad and embaressed i think i'm going to explode!!!!!

...........


I guess on the bright side i got a couple good pictures of me and Sasuke.....???

BUT I'M STILL MAD DATTEBAYO!!!


...... oh my god i just thought of something... o.o

WHAT IS SAKURA-CHAN GOING TO THINK WHEN SHE SEES THOSE PICTURES?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! *DIES AGAIN AND AGAIN*

((OOC: the fangirling over chapter 347 will never stop..... SO MUCH LOVE FOR THAT MANIP. i am as much in glee as Naruto is in anger and embaressment here *SQUEESPLOSION* ))

WHY THE HELL ARE THERE PICTURES OF ME AND SASUKE HAVING SEX??!?!!!!!?!!?!

http://myth720.livejournal.com/262673.html

WHAT THE FUCK! SERIOUSLY! WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT FANGIRL TOOK THIS PICTURE! I'M GOING TO KILL THEM AND SMASH UP THEIR WHOLE HOUSE!!!

PEOPLE SHOULDN'T HAVE THIS PICTURE OF ME AND SASUKE IT'S EMBARESSING!!!!

WHO TOOK THAT PICTURE JUST NOW?!!!! WHY ARE YOU LOOKING IN MY WINDOW?!?!?! T^T

I HATE YOU ALL!

*stalks off to be fucked by his Kage-bunshin Sasuke some more and stalker-proof his house*

((OOC: regaurding chapter 347 SPOILERS!!! This is canon current with the manga Naruto ranting here.))

OMFG WHAT THE HELL WAS KONOHAMARU THINKING?! I mean REALLY!!!!

Okay lemme explain what happened... =>.>=;;;;

( ((OOC: cut for manga chapter 347 spoilers)) )

i miss Sasuke...



i'm lonely....

Iruka-sensei went grocery shopping with me today! it was awsome! i bought more ramen and ketchup and stuff like that (spices too!) and lots to drink and some energy drink things (something called Vault????)

anyways it was great not to have to go alone for once. It's nice when i'm with Iruka-sensei, it really does feel... sort of what i think having a father might feel like. it's really great. at least i think so.

and oh yeah! we ran into Kakashi-sensei while we were there! haha! He looked surprised (and for some reason Iruka-sensei got really embaressed when he saw him... Kakashi dragged him away for a moment while i was looking at ramen and was saying some things to him but i don't know what about.. Iruka-sensei came back blushing though.. it was weird. Eh!

the point is that my cupboards are no longer bare! Naruto has stuff to eat! hehehe! and on that subject.. *flees to get a snack*

yay! i did manage to find a couple packages of my favorite ramen brand hiding in my cupboard last night. :D

i think it was expired thought because while i was eating it the noodles tasted funny. >.> stale like.

mooooooooou, i want Ichiraku ramen! their's is the best! maybe i can get some tomorrow..

i need to restock on groceries. >.> I wonder if i can get anyone to go shopping with me..

((OOC: i'm starving and indecisive, so thus, so is Naruto. >.> ))

i'm huuuuuuungry!!! ;-;

i have a couple of choices for food..
~ a frozen tv dinner thing (pasta stuff..)
~ this weird new brand of bowl ramen (it's a huge bowl and i dunno if i'm THAT hungry or if i'll like the new brand... i want my old brand.. ;-; )
~ and chocolate icecream...

i'm really tempted by the icecream, but i'm cold as it is.. ;-; i COULD drink a beer to offset the cold, 'cause that'd make me warm.. but.. ( >.> shhhhhhhh, don't tell anyone that i got some beer, i'm not supposed to be old enough to have any yet.. ehehehe, but it was a present from Ero-sennin >D ) or i could get a blanket but then i don't want to get hot... >.>;;;

maybe i DO have some of my favorite brand of bowl ramen hiding somewhere in my shelves... i want that or more of the sushi i had for lunch and, well, that grocery store isn't OPEN at 2:30 in the morning. ;-; and all the sushi would be gone anyway..

waaaaaaaah. so i guess it's going to be chocolate ice cream if i can't find any of my favorite brand of ramen... wish me luck in searching! I need to clean my apartment.. *grumble*

((OOC: haha! i found out one of my friends has a character journal for Sakura! :D so, like, yes, FRIEND TIME WHUT! :DD ))

It's Sakura-chaaaaan~! Look look! sahkrah

Yay! I made a journal! Check it out, what do you think, is it cool??? look! ramen! with naruto in it even! hehehe

but anyways, it's early afternoon here, and I just got done messing around with this and eating some sushi for my lunch (bento from a nearby grocery store, their's is awsome and cheaper than the other place i really like! yay!) so now i'm sleepy and am gonna go take a nap... (no mission today or tomorrow, so i can get some rest from training! woowho!)

mm. later!